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HurtSometimes I think about if I had lived a different way
Or if I ended it the way I planned on Christmas Day
Never grew into a man, what would my people think?
I hate alcohol cause alcohols an evil drink
Nights that I don't care to remember it all
Staring at the wall, just wishing that those bitches would call back
Slip and fall back into my depression, deeper
No answer, but experience is the greatest teacher
Cause now I fear nothing, not even the grim reaper
I've been deeper, people who promised to be there for me forever
They weren't there either
My family treated me like an old pair of sneakers
Worn out, on the road with my speakers blown out
Thinking out loud "what the fuck am I gonna do now?"
Wasn't the proudest of my moments when i begged the homie to let me sleep on his couch tomorrow cause I felt so lonely
In the studio she said "you seem unusual"
Cause you're the one who showed me that this life was beautiful
Truth used to go so far, I felt like
Now honesty seems to have a very
What's really going on?I used to feel like we were always going to live forever
Had to face the day, it's time to get our shit together
Sometimes a rhyme inside your mind can seem to switch the weather
It's been a thick endeavour, trash will never bring me treasure
Musics worth more than anything a critic measures
You're not a boss to me, the kid went and skipped a level
So now I'm spitting better, probably cause I'm living better
We made these hits together, one day we'll be niched forever
Some people hit me up cause now they see us coming up
I don't give them nothing, wouldn't lend a couple bucks
When I couldn't even eat, that was something rough
And wouldn't come and pick me up when I was broke and stuck
Understand that money really makes your people change
I spend my time alone but I'm not feeling lonely man
It helped me find myself and now I feel my soul again
I'm in control again, and musica been my only friend.
Life is tough but still were smiling through the pain
On top of gas works, an island in the
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